Mind Games

Raped of my choices
and of my heart
everything that once meant
something to me,
is now gone.

As I sit here
mourning for what I've lost
for when I lost you
I lost everything.

I lost my soul,
and my mind
or was that
when I was with you?

You were like
an invisible poison to me,
that I couldn't get enough of.

Why didn't I realize
in time?
I could have
saved myself
a lot of grief.