Already Known Pain

My heart aches

With an excruciating pain--

for you have done

what I'd never thought I'd feel again...

I don't know what to do--

or what to day

don't know how to act

or what to do.

Will someone help me?

Will this drive me insane?

I try to think

Of other things.

Waiting

I'm tired

I'm wasted

From waiting around

on you.

You are nothing

that should bother

my thoughts...

my sorrows...

and increase

the energy that

already subsides.

Quietly fading

Into the darkness...

the things that I felt

for you

are still trembling

deep within my soul,

within my heart...

yearning for you to change....

But you won't.

It's a fading dream...

or a never ending nightmare

however cruel that may seem.

Hostility

Innocent thoughts
Rush through my head
And they vanish
For you have brought
Hostility to my life.

Numbness

Hiding from the world -

Hiding form you.

Hiding from my thoughts
desperately trying to escape.

New thoughts converge in
My mind
About you
About what we used to be.

And I wonder
What went wrong?

With no answer
Or explanation.

Hateful words
Hurtful glances
Pierce my heart.

Hurt by your words
Stung by your actions
My mind goes numb

My mind,
Unable to think.

My heart,
Unable to speak.

For I cannot believe,
How you are treating me.

True Love

My thoughts turn to you

drifting...

doting...

you are the one whom I trust
the very heart of me,

You warm my soul
complete my smile,

You are the one
who makes waking up
worthwhile.