Alone

Alone in my mind

Hiding from the world

Shielding myself

from it all

Do you notice?

Do you care?

Probably not.

I stare...

into space

This black hole

I call my home

An inferno

in which I treasure

Numbness

Hiding from the world -

Hiding form you.

Hiding from my thoughts
desperately trying to escape.

New thoughts converge in
My mind
About you
About what we used to be.

And I wonder
What went wrong?

With no answer
Or explanation.

Hateful words
Hurtful glances
Pierce my heart.

Hurt by your words
Stung by your actions
My mind goes numb

My mind,
Unable to think.

My heart,
Unable to speak.

For I cannot believe,
How you are treating me.

Hiding

Sadly mistaken
horribly distraught...

I turn to the one person
whom I trust the most

No one can help me
No one understands

For the hurt you caused
can never be reprimanded.