I Just Don't Understand

Silence fills the room

You are near

as I reach for you

You disappear

Its as if you

were made of thin air

and no trace of you

anywhere

I turn to go

afraid and confused

but stop in wonder

in a daze...

Confused and lonely

I sit and wait

for someone who

will one day

be there

when I reach

into the vast

void...

which is called

fate.

Fresh Start

Dizzy and dependent,
I let you control me.
Everything about me.

You controlled me,
Physically and played
games with my inner mind.

You kept my soul chained
and my bonds clear
and yet you
said you loved me.

My heart wouldn't let
me love you.

So instead,
You kept me a prisoner.

You resulted to fear and intimidation
and you provoked fear
into my heart
and into my life.

So while the hands of fate
were twisting away,
So was my life.

I am stronger
Thanks to you
And more determined
Than ever
To start anew.

Emptiness

Confused and angry,
By the words,
You spoke.
Heartbreak is,
Not new to
Me.


I trusted you -
I confided in you,
And yet now -
You're not here.


What did I do that
Was so wrong?
That drove you
Away?


I guess I will
Never know,
Since fate had
Different plans.